| Monikers |
[Jun. 29th, 2007|12:35 pm] |
Jessie
Evie
JessiePoo
Pooh
Pudor
Wet Blanket- Marge
Cloelia
JEE
Jet
Jettenge
Donna
Delila
Snow White
Knight
Knight of the g(arter)
Yessie
Jess
Porcelain doll (purely Tiffany's)
Ettenger
Kitty cat
Magpie
Marge
Scary Lady
Scary/ Scaredy |
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| I Can't Wait |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
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Good grief it will be nice to get out. Tonight was, well, unfortunately, normal, for this house. I can't wait to go. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|10:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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Um, wow.
Today was massive. |
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| Finally |
[May. 25th, 2007|11:14 pm] |
No more talk.
Severing ties.
Before I went for the leaves of the strangling weed. I should have gone straight for the roots. |
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| Wohoooooo |
[May. 24th, 2007|05:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
Done done done!
ahahahahahaha |
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| First |
[May. 24th, 2007|05:02 pm] |
before the celebration
Ugh, ugh ugh
I definitely kind of hate them both. |
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| Neat-O |
[May. 17th, 2007|06:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
Alright, so, apparently Allie still reads this (in Chile---Even in a different hemisphere she's a loser, that's how you know we're blood).
So
Hi Allie! I love you! I shall now post pictures of the dog and Appa.
...actually, turns out I can't. well, I can..but..no I will, hold on
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Vasha and Appa pictures when I don't have Mattias harrassing me about who knows what (sure I bothered him first, but it's not like I pay attention to the responses) and a Vergil AP the next day. Hmm, which means I also need a toga. And to remember to bring a camera to school. |
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| Darn |
[May. 10th, 2007|08:12 pm] |
My attempt at free money failed. I think they figured out that this isn't exactly a website that people visit and they could get publicity from. Cheap bastards. (no, of course I, the one who wanted free stuff, am not cheap)
Another note, I know it's stupid and superficial and utterly silly, but well, I can't help but smile when people talk to me about modeling. It's just, nice I guess. I mean, I know it's probably because I'm thin and stuff, but I guess it just kid of makes me feel pretty and it's fun to hear/think about. It's so shallow, and it's silly that it makes me smile, but it does. |
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| Wow |
[Apr. 27th, 2007|04:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
Hmm, it's been ages. Too busy, and all sorts of things. But yes, anyways. I read something today, and it made me feel so very silly. I can't believe how blinded I was and how clouded my judgement was. I wonder if my vision ever really existed. |
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| Crosshairs |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|03:02 am] |
Yesterday I was called to Dr.Pratt's(headmaster) office. Basically, the little point of the meeting was that I and everyone else is safe and I don't need to worry.
I'm all over the place.
My pledge to Allie is almost up
But the whole reason she told me was to protect to me, so that I wouldn't...
And after all she's been through, don't I owe her something? Some shred of allegiance? At least to not open her up to that again...by my association? Is that reasonable?
But if I take into consideration all the stuff I've been put through too, in any logical mind, there's only one conclusion...
which is why I am so frusterated with myself
and what if the other, old, is never coming back? pinning hopes on something gone, betraying something real and present...
Every part knows what I should and really, have to do
except my most willfull
9_10 21 19 20_23 1 14 14 1_7 15_8 15 13 5. |
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| Ugh ugh ugh ugh |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  too many emotions to fit box | ] |
What the hell is wrong with me?
It's disgusting, horrendous, horrifying, completely against every bit of reason I have...
Why do I have no control over this? I hate it so fricking much. It just needs to end, beyond all doubt.
I feel like such a traitor to her. I'm the worst friend ever. It doesn't matter if I'm there or supportive or have always been a good/caring friend, there is no excuse for not aligning with her after such a thing. I mean, it was bad enough when I couldn't shut it down when it was just based on how I was treated, but now...
I'm sincerely ashamed |
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| Things Jessie Is Not To Do: |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|03:18 am] |
- Binge drink
- Become a drug fiend
- Become a prostitute
- Drop out of school
- Engage in continuous one night stands
- Join the army
- Join the circus
- Become evil/ utterly apathetic/ the old Travis
the list as given to me by Alissa for what I am not to do to escape |
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| Great/ Terrible Akward Moments of Today |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
Jessie: Ugh, I hate not having my phone. I feel naked without it.
Hannah: I feel naked. But that's because I'm not wearing clothes [pause] or underwear.
Arapaie: Was he ever violent to you?
Jessie: No, never.
Arapaie: Good.
Jessie:..though, he did bruise my windpipe...
Arapaie: What!?!?? That bastard!
Jessie: Oh, nono, not from hitting or anything...just, yeah [blush]
Arapaie and Jamie: ...Ohhh [silence]
Mattithias: Branack told me you got on your knees for him
Jessie: Um, what?
Mattithias: Yeah, he said you got down on your knees and begged for him to write for Valhalla.
Jessie: I so did not get down on my knees!!! I did not beg!
Mattithias: Hey, that's what he said. How am I supposed to know what you're doing on your knees..unless...
Dr.Pratt: She has "Lauren"gytis!
[utter silence in the room]
Reece's akward and oh so subtle advances. - Oh, pull your desk over here [motions next to him where there is barely a sliver of space]
me: oh yeah, i'll slide into all that room
reece: oh, I can MAKE room [shoves desks aside and waves the desk in]
accompanied, as always, with creepy reece stares throughout english and the day
those eyes shall haunt me
if i weren't afraid of him, i'm sure he'd be a coo guy and a nice friend probably. just scares the heck out of me (i swear, i expect to see the yellow glow of his eyes in bushes) |
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| Rest In Peace |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|12:50 pm] |
I love you Uncle Milton
May you rest well |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|06:56 pm] |
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Does anyone else see something very wrong with my finding a collection of baby teeth amongst my sewing stuff? |
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| Good grief |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|06:47 pm] |
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I think I need the patheticness beaten out of me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
ugh, fucker.
and I never curse in my journal, i believe |
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